Healing Art

I am universal. Everywhere. Interconnected. As one with all and everything I am the space. The space is my future made manifest. I am love. I am light. Divinity is my birthright. I am the I am presence that is God. God is within me. I am of God. I am Nicola but I am also nameless, no where, no thing, no body... Spirit. Breath. I am that I am

In our earthly journey we have the choice and conditions to evolve beyond ourselves from 3rd dimensional beings to 5th.  The first being within the box, the second being boundless. universal consciousness itself. Eternal. Beings of Light. Angelic.  In the no mind state, in a state of being love, we become channels of the Divine. 💜💛💚💙💗💜💛💚💙💗💜💛💚💙💗💜💛💚 When young people use to rock up in the gallery in a bewildered state - and a far behind the eyes look - I would know exactly where they were. I would also know that they had been guided in by spirit and that they need my help. There was always a beautiful soul connection that I could feel with all the students when they arrived and so often I could feel a pain from them. They experienced this because they were disconnected - as I had been - from source energy, from spirit. They had lost the language of love through countless lifetimes. I became aware that I had served other lifetimes with t...

We are beauty, grace, and love and we are infinite. Through being love we transcend our earthly selves leaving our carcass - the case for our Ka or spirit - and journey between the worlds to higher dimensions. We are there and here at the same time. We are universal consciousness. We are ether. We are the angel looking through the key hole from another dimension. Our soul shines through our eyes as we recognise our truest nature and we see spirit in every body. To create is to heal. It is a by product of being creative, because when we are deep in creation we enter a state that is our super conscious mind, and deep seated trauma - anything that we need a further look at, will come back with our minds as we re enter our everyday world. It is clever that we function this way, and necessary. The more we create, the more healing we do on ourselves, the clearer we become until our art can deliver us messages - and we are still enough in our minds to hear them. Repetitive ...

 When we learn to travel dimensionally we systematically devolve until we are unrecognisable to ourselves. Your soul self is broken down until humility remains. It is then that you know that love is all that matters and that trying only sets you further away. That being love connects you to the 'other side' where you realise that you were never walking alone or responsible for your greatness. You were being lead by the hand all the time when you so chose. Ironically the learning doesn't come through trying. In fact, the action of trying just creates a thick blockage in your energy field, and progress is halted. There will be a time when it's as if a switch has gone on in you and it will be impossible to ignore. This is your calling. Unfortunately what so often happens - as in the case of myself - is that life has diverted you. School has diverted you. You do what you should and ought. I never felt that I could follow a path that would give me so much ...

The exhibition of free expression has made the gallery look magnificent.  Even the roof rafters are covered in art. The energy is filled with enjoyment. It is vibrant and a very powerful experience to be surrounded by so much creative energy. Most students that have their art on display have healed in some way - be this with confidence, dis-ease, or balanced metal or physical health. The journey that the body and mind craves for self healing is always a free and colourful one. I have had many students with Aspergers, autism, chromosome abnormalities, illness that left them in a wheel chair with limited ability of movement, illness that left them paralysed and so we painted with our mouths and I have had students with no confidence because they are seeking to express their sexuality. Students that were too afraid to speak, students that were jumpy and jittery with nerves. Creativity and self expression with complete abandon is the answer.

The innocent, the child, the lost. In a state of forgetting. Yet to remember her eternal self. How sad am I for the girl who had so much to remember and so much unlearning to do. And yet I am happy that she chose to trust the process, to thank the tears and to let her old self go. Throughout my life I have found art and creativity tremendously healing. Except I didn't realise that I even needed healing. Its a dichotomy that the more we come into balance - the more out of whack we realise that we were and so the journey seems to get longer and more procrastinated. We spew up all manner of issues and pains dating far back into our existence. No one is to blame. It isn't even about that. It is about our desire to find our innate wholeness. Who are we? Why are we here? What is our fullest purpose. What did we come here to do? ************************************************  I remember when I grappled with the idea that I'd chosen my experiences. That I had been on e...